What Should I do?

Every time it happens
I am scared. The lightening
Really scares me. I try
to pull a cover over me, But
it turns out it is only
A shadow ---

I can't go to daddy, he
already warned me not
to play outside alone and
because it was raining, I
went out anyway -

There's only J but he really
scares me even more than daddy.
If he leaves me, I have no one
to play with - forever.
If I tell him that I got
burnt by the lightening,
He will be so mad at me
and forget that he first
needs to treat my wounds

The wounds are aching
so badly - I need J to help me
But how do I tell him;
where did I get them from?
Oh, he'll be upset at the sight
of my stubbornness,
and leave me without a brother

I didn't want to go out
But daddy left me all alone
Inside the big house and went away
When thunders began to roll over the roof
I was afraid to stay inside
I thought maybe if I go out
I will find a passer-by to help

Now I am burnt, it hurts
I've heard daddy will never come back
What should I do?
J will never want to play
with me again, if I tell him
What should I do?